Eleutheromania will set you free

There are days that you just feel like 'bleh blah' and more 'uggggh' and it's more of like a haze of sorts, like a cloud hanging on top of you head--only you are inside of it too, going back and forth with telling yourself: "i'll be fine, i'll be okay..."

But it's not just some switch you can push up and down.
It's not this hypothetical door you can shut yourself from.
It is not this place where you can walk out from.

But, what if you can visualize that you can? What if you are able to visualize your happy place in your dire need from your helpless feelings?

From time to time, you get stuck in this funk of a dead-end, it's now or never, or never ever type of situation: perhaps a job, tying to decide your major in a university, a sporting competition, a business leap and venture, or a relationship halt. And whatever it is, how do we move on from it? 

Just earlier today, I was too, in that haze of a cloud floating in a dilemma of complete apathy. That alone pushes me to realize how ungrateful I am of the status quo. It rocks my world to slap me back to my truth and reality. 

Why? 

Why do I wallow in the cloudy haze of an unsupported nightmare masked and dressed like a dream? I alone know that it would not benefit me. Consciously, I try to process this and recognize my disappointment. With a little help from my friends, just as The Beatles would say, I pull through the bullshit-funk of an emotional waterfall while the negative energy of people sucks the beejeeble out of me. I. PULL. THROUGH. I let that funk go, and keep dancing.

[photo credit: Adventure in you] 

So freedom from all this haze and a state of 'blah' is what your attitude will be towards it. What is your plan of attack to endure the despicable feeling once it visits your doorstep (again)? Are you going to let it in? Will you let it take over your day? Are you going to entertain it? 

Or maybe, just acknowledge it, and say goodbye 'coz you gotta bounce. Maybe the plan of attack is to un-attack it and understand that it exists, for its necessary evil  --you, and all that it takes, to appreciate the good and the beautiful.

Instead, free your mind and you will  never ever feel imprisoned by anything and by no one.